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What am I looking for? poetically speaking...all i can say is, i know what his [silhouette] looks like. and every short term experience with these relations i seem to have with folks who cross my path, slowly redefine[s] the outlines of [his] silhouette...these days...VERY few seem to fit his profile...however i anticipate knowing his [shrugs, maybe her] face...I WILL SAY THIS THO. I'm drawn to those who are drawn to all advancments and/or adventures of life. With that, you can't say your truly LIVING, if you live in a closet. & I can't search in the dark for someone to get to know me, when they can't even see themselves (prisoner of one's own mind).
in the mean time, ALL OTHERS
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[the denial] I hate to be that type of guy that rambles on and on about his standards, (of all places) on a site like this. As much as I resent 'know-it-alls'... But then again I have a voice so hear me...
AS men [especially gay men], finding something 'REAL' is RARE...i don't care how infatuated we get...after a while we still find ourselves bored...what they don't tell u in the books is that's typically what comes after 'happily ever after' [so uh, no use in trying to force things where they don't fit...i let fate handle that] soooo, i'm definately not lookin for nothing on this site particularly..............
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(the acceptance) okay, okay, okay, truth is, I am on and off this damn site all the time...perhaps looking 4 something as much as I --a hem, I mean WE hate to admit. Shit, I'm looking for someone to love on my bones the right way, or atleast a co-pilot to fly high off life with...) just like YOU. [Using this site to force my fate i suppose]. and the definitive of what i seek for 'completion' is but an equation (some sort of math) i can never seem to answer truthfully when asked. I only know what I like when I see it and I drift like the wisps of my cigarettes from that lite [moment] on. Although I'm beginning to believe that 'Fine or Fucked up in the face, we're all looking 4 the RIGHT [RIGHT] hand to hold. So...today,
(My 'ism' [philosophy]) is if.... I could, I would rather....have a studio with a desk where I sit and interview each and everyone of you potential... 'employees', [for lack of better word] seasonal, or eternal... there's less and less quality out there For some reason, but I'll say 4 now, I find words and how they're expressed...sexy...aside from ass and dick and all that...it wrinkles eventually when we talking about '4ever' [again if that exist in our gay community.] Dick, ass, and extra muscle mass won't always be sufficient... so...there's that
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